If I wanted a prick I would have taken up sewing..

Okay; so it's my second entry and already I'm going to be ranting. That's pretty bad I know, but then again I did only sign up to this site so that I could vent all of my feelings :D So here we go. Me and Ed have been getting on fine. Everything was going well, there seemed to be a really strong connection and I thought I might have finally found someone who I could actually be on the same level as. But no. Now that's all gone and I'm really upset.Ed still likes Katie. Well; to be more specific he doesn't know if he still likes Katie. Which is fair enough I suppose as he did really like her, but if he had doubts then why did he let us get so far? I mean we got really close, I was seeing him 3 or 4 times a week and it was great! But now I don't know what to do. As much as he says that he didn't use me, I feel cheap and used.. it's just really hurt me. I wish that feelings weren't as complicated as they are but then again if they weren't then there wouldn't be much interesting about them would there.I know I shouldn't be all mad at him and everything, but I just feel stupid. I think any girl would though right? If you'd just found out the guy you were seeing wasn't sure if he wanted to be with you or someone you'd be pretty bummed out too. I really like him.. but I just don't know what to do. I feel like hell. I'm annoyed at him, but I feel like I shouldn't be. I just don't know anymore :(

So tonight, I ate chinese food. And boy did I do it mercilessly. I've already had chinese food at some point in the last 3 days, but I didn't care. I needed something to make me feel better. I was going to load Sims 2 and all the expansion packs (thank you for lending me them Jess!) but I can't find them.. the parents again!Also; there's another stressor. I need to tell my parents that I'm planning on moving out, but I'm terrified that they're going to snap and I really don't want that to happen. Gosh, so much is happening in my life right now, it's crazy!Besides all of this shit with Ed, everything else is going pretty well. College is going fine and I have fantastic friends who are there to support me :) It's all good!